please.... please....
this can't be happening. it's just a delusion of the night.... just a delusion of the night...............
suddenly life feels VERY out of control.
please.... please.......
having to blindly find my way through the fabric of time...fighting for the rights to walk, to crawl, to own one's bit of self.
nothing can satiate this.....
*deep breath* one day at a time. tomorrow amanda and kalli to band, chill time?, bring home, wendy and amanda to bball, home again?, plan to head to town, no dog project, filling in for someone at work.
because I would expect someone to do the same for me.
agenda, packing, organizing next week.
i'm not ready.
this will take a little bit of nothing to accomplish.
this is essentially trying to hang a shattered mirror on the wall.
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