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being stuck inside your own head is terrible cause when you zone out to a point where you cant tell whats reality anymore you begin to question alot of things.....life , love, religion , people , family , friends , the future......today i was just thinking about all of these things...about how my life would be if i had never made the friends i have in the first place, if i had never loved the girl i loved , if i had of actually gave up on my family and through it all away.....but i come to realize that im just thinking about all of this cause i like to see all aspects of life...its just wonderful...to lie out underneath the stars and listen to music and stare up into the dark blinking sky which is the universe.....hmm....the world really is a beautiful place even though theres so much terror and horrible deeds done everyday if you look past it and actually take a look around you the world is amazing its just beautiful the mountains , the sea , the valleys , the night , the stars , and most of all the people....everyone in the world is good at heart its in our nature to be considerate of others and take pity but even for those people who say they have no feelings for others or remorse...there actually lying to themselves because they do have those kind of emotions its just that they have suffered from it or havnt fully come to understand the feelings that they have but deep down they reallly do have feelings....its just the outer mask that hides them...