I want you to know
that even though you are
the biggest sorrow to ever exist,
you are also the greatest joy.
I say I hate you,
and you need to go die.
But you are life,
and you are mine;
whether I wish it or not,
you are here to stay.
Life,
you are the creator;
the destroyer;
the man in grey.
You take no side,
but play all them all.
In that respect,
we are alike.
Yet so unalike.
Your sick and twisted smile
prompts me to curse you.
Your warm and caring eyes
prompt me to run away.
Life,
I am so very afraid;
afraid of you.
Afraid of losing you.
Afraid of never understanding you.
You are my life;
And I wish this never to change.
村様清め
