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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Get Over It
Sadly, I'm putting him on hold for a while... I refuse to think about him or even consider admitting my feelings or that they exist. This is selfish but who's going to know. It doesn't affect anyone but me. So, it's not really selfish, it's more like careful planning at work.

I've got a busy week ahead of me but eh, [/ shrugs] it's a good thing. I've been drawing a lot

OH OH! Newsy News: My roommate broke up with her BF YAY! Okay, I'm not excited because I don't like her. I'm happy because she was going to settle. She was no longer happy with him yet she wouldn't break up with him. She said "it's too late to find anyone else and I've invested too much time and effort into our relationship" BULLSHIT! There is always time to find happiness! D< So yes, I'm happy she broke up with him...

Downside: she's going to be around during the summer. FAWK! D>

Er- my brother fixed up my computer manually but... he forgot a few things so there is no volume etc. other things I need... BLEH

I'm working on Vaporeon right now and Flareon is next on my drawings. I'm going through them quite nicely. They calm me down -w-" Good good. That and I have amaretto to mix with orange juice on my off days to really relax when I play video games <3 It's all good <3

Finals week is coming up and as a sign of appreciation to my History teacher, I'm going to bake him something. For once in my life, I enjoyed a History class. He made it interested and I'm going to pass without a huge struggle. YAY ME!

I want to finally open up my own art shop... it would be freebie for a while since I cannot image dealing with the pressures of a priced shop at this point in my life... DX YUCK! Plus, I don't have enough experience or examples for that...

My roleplays are doing well. I just need to kick myself in the arse to get the things I need to get done finished... BLEH

Erm- my friend is getting closer to me :3 It makes me really happy but also makes me nervous. I'm scared she's going to just ditch me one of these days... we're going to train together over the summer for volleyball. She's really into it... apparently though the girls were all talking about me behind me back. BUT that would happen no matter what, right? I mean at least there wasn't any drama with me -.-" Ugh, it kinda makes me sick to think they might secretly resent me but... I did my best and I was a star on the court so there isn't much else I could do... I'm naturally not a very social person... I like my own little digital world...

THIS IS MY NEVERLAND





 
 
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