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love heart makes me sick burning_eyes and heart breaks makes me laugh blaugh rofl the reason y love makes me sick its because at the end someone always leaves you alone. I always thought love was something you just do to have sex with someone to feel good for a couple of days or hours i never got to knw love tht well cause tht how my life is wink .

the other reason heart breaks makes me laugh is when I see someone cry cause their pathedic love life was torn into pieces i think how how stupid r u i think love nothing but a lie how get over my problems is a drink and some pills and im good and knw better than hanging my self like the little dumbass girls do thts not me i rather let it kill me slowly so get over it.

but in the end i always find love but the person i fall in love with never tells me they love they have sex with me and leave like any other boy would and im stuck all by my self agian cause i'll never be the same but tht guy or girl I laugh at. Their sound of weeping crying come into my head and cry myself and cut myself emo but thts once in a while. evil

but all im trying say its hard to find true love and someone who really wants to love and stay with you til' the end of time 3nodding wink smile