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something i feel inside even though its weird sounding
3/23/10
poem 1:
even though i seem happy with you
sometimes i feel that i wouldn't
this world i live and deal with
making me ask questions to myself
should or should i not be with you?
is it right to feel love?
or should i just move along to the person i love...?
im not sure what to do but i should do what my heart tells me to do
but then i would like to know is this
Do i really need love since im so happy...?
or should i keep on with inner conflict of confusion and questioning.....?
4/30/10
poem 2
all my life i've been conserved
there some doubts that i think i have done
falling in love........
changing to something else then my regular self........
being kind......
and also ...... not being violent....
now all i can think of if saying sorry to people i feel like they hate me
or have mix feelings for me
all i wanted to do is is show how kindness would change anyone
but know to think of it kindness can bring jealousy or cruelness to people heart who either desires or suddenly started to hate them
it's better if i never showed my kindness to the person i love and the people who hates me
and now...im back who i was originally was, a Dumb a** emo , who thinks love isn't possible for me
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