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Well i randomly met a person in towns today, at first i really liked hanging out with him, but i dont know seems like im just a big screw up right?i mean thats what my family said, I dont honestly fit in much with anyone..i find that death holds a better appeal to me lately but i guess its not even worth it...whats the point? if im not welcomed in the living world how could i be welcomed in the other? im very tired and very sick and things keep getting worse. Stevens probibly gonna die soon and i could never bring myself to make peace with him...

People know...when i cry its rain...or when i try to cry...after all Prince said i wanted to cry badly and all day its been raining. While going home i wondered why it was raining now i know why...