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Every step I take.........I feel is in the wrong direction.
Every move I make.......feels like I'm losing everything.
I've read books about people who move, and it makes their life better. But I've only moved once, and then I wasn't even in school yet. But the b*****d science teacher and the damn adminisration has forced my mother to transfer us from all that I've known, to a place filled with preps. As I, my friends, are your tipicall defention of a depressed person. My best friend has moved down there, but it doesn't feel right. It's conpletly different there. Everyone's happy all the time, and if I go there acting as myself, well you know the rest.

I don't want preps.........only my friends.
I don't want total and complete happyness, that could be forced,..............I want my normall life.

I'm scared, this is something that I do not know, well.........it starts monday.