Lately I've been off and on this website. I'm still unemployed, yet I'm not giving up. I'll get a job sooner or later, it's just the economy we're in right now.
I also haven't really felt like doing much lately, I guess I'm just tired of a lot of things. I want to write, but the whole 'one-man show' get's old after a while. I just can't get creative like I used to.
Plus I've also thought about romance and love and such. In all honesty, I'm very clueless about romantic love. I've never dated or really fallen head-over-heels with anyone so it's hard to grasp that. I also feel like I'm probably not what a woman wants anyway. The last couple times I tried to share my glass heart with somebody, they broke it. So now I'm sorta sitting here with a duct-taped glass heart. ^^;
I'm also tired of trying the whole 'let's be popular' thing. From now on I'm just myself. I'm boring, sarcastic, love to tell really bad (not dirty) jokes with cheesey stuff, I like video games and would love to write my own, or even help make them, one day.
Yet everything is hard flying solo. I wish I had more friends offline to be creative with and stuff. Yet everything costs money anymore. I'm sorry if I'm ranting, but I'm not really that happy right now in life to really say positive stuff. I'm trying to not focus on myself, but it's hard going what I'm going through.
I don't update much because I don't have a lot to talk about either. ^^;
Stardust Drifter Community Member 
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