Right now I do? I..I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Here I am a 25 year old guy still living with his folks because he's too poor to even probably pay rent somewhere.
I have no girlfriend, not sure what I should do to move foreward, nothing. I've had a terrible online relationship misshap that left my heart dashed to pieces, and slowly put back together.
I've had a friend just dump me off the face of the world after he got married, everywhere my friends are either married or have someone.
I just feel like, I'm forgotten somehow..just not good enough because I'm not like everyone else right now. I've been hit by the economy, and yes even though I have a temp holiday job, I'll be out of work again when it's done.
Maybe it's me. Maybe I'll never get out of whatever it is I'm in. I really don't know anymore, it just hurts. I'm tired of always just kind of being dumped off or not relating to anyone.
I feel so alone sometimes, heck I don't even know why I'm even posting this on a children's avatar website!?
Bah, I just...I know no one will probably care. I just can't take this anymore that's all! I can't! I wish there was someone out there that well understood what my emotions are going through right now...xp
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