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I've been watching a lot of movies as of late. I have a lot of free time but I don't at the same time. Volleyball takes a lot of time and so does school. The hours I have left are laundry, cleaning, cooking, or relaxing. I'm realling into roleplaying now. XD I've gotten much better. I'm now a legit literate. Woot for me! I love making the formatting for the posts, I'm really good at that XD But then again, I get inspired by other peoples' works so I can't take all of the credit for that. But I can take credit for always getting sexy or amazing pictures XD Haha! Oh... the fangirling between one of my roleplay buddies is in a private thread now XD YAY! It's really cute. Andrea makes fun of me for it >D Since I call shooting and kissing and stabbing each other cute. Haha! I miss Christy. I miss my home. I'm a bit homesick. I want to call Christy now... Lawlz. Maybe later XD I want to hear about her school and new classes. She should have interesting news.

One thing that worries me, not too terribly but it worries me nonetheless is that I will be overlooked for something important. It wouldn't be important if I gave it away because it wouldn't be from the heart. I wouldn't know if she was asking me because I asked her to or because she wanted me there... it's important to me but.... I suppose if it doesn't happen that would be fine too. I would just be really sad for a long time...

Volleyball is every weekend for me now. We've won 2 games. We won today against SJSU and last weekend against U of P. We lost a close game against Reno last weekend and then got creamed against Davis. My coach has fun ******** me by playing me as both an outside and a middle. My memories of previous years still haunt me... I worry a lot about driving this new family or group of friends I have away. It's not like we're really close or anything, it's just that we get along really well as a team. On the court we are there for each other. We laugh on the sidelines and cheer as one. It's a team. I'm part of a team.

School... Hmm.. I didn't get into any classes for my major but I got close. It broke my heart to leave it early but I was realistic. I'm proud of myself for that. I am taking four classes: History of Ca, Intro to Black Social Sciences, Contemporary Culture, and Human Bio which is a total joke. Lawlz. I really like all of my classes. Even if it's a BS day or what-not, I get time to write in my journal. I've been writing secret samples of my OC's. It makes me smile to see another two pages of conversation/interaction between my characters from long ago. I still try to work out the kinks in their storyline. XD It's good for me.