sometimes...
I couldnt get the feeling that everyone i know is talking bad about me right behind my back.
I cant stand the feeling of being hated.
i hid among the shadows in plain sight of people for a long time.
to hide the shame and embarrasing life that i was given.
but i was lead out by friends who knew that the life given to me meant something.
Sometimes i thought that everyone would care for me,
that everyone would be there to help me with my problems.
but i was wrong.
Just by one word, i heard that they hate me.
I was used
I was played around with.
They just used me to get the things that i have.
It made me sad to hear it.
it made me become the person i feared the most.
and when i know that people look down at me like some low life fool,
i just simply fall back to the shadow,
in plain sight of people, including my closest friends.
Never knowing what will happen to me next...
I couldnt get the feeling that everyone i know is talking bad about me right behind my back.
I cant stand the feeling of being hated.
i hid among the shadows in plain sight of people for a long time.
to hide the shame and embarrasing life that i was given.
but i was lead out by friends who knew that the life given to me meant something.
Sometimes i thought that everyone would care for me,
that everyone would be there to help me with my problems.
but i was wrong.
Just by one word, i heard that they hate me.
I was used
I was played around with.
They just used me to get the things that i have.
It made me sad to hear it.
it made me become the person i feared the most.
and when i know that people look down at me like some low life fool,
i just simply fall back to the shadow,
in plain sight of people, including my closest friends.
Never knowing what will happen to me next...
