It's This Hatred That Consumes Me,
It Drives Me, Makes Me Want It More.
Like A Drug, At First Sight I Taste It,
I Want It, I Need It, I Love It, I Hate It.
As I Try To Reason With Myself,
I Find Comfort Within The Depths Of My Being.
"It's not meant for you to grasp and hold"
How Beautiful It Is To At Least Dream Of Prosperity.
Knowing That It's Not For Me, Not One Bit.
I've Led Myself Into Fooling Me,
I Tried To Have Hope When There Was No Faith,
I Tried To Search When I Knew I Shouldn't,
I Lied To Myself When I Already Knew The Truth.
"I hate to love it, love to hate it..."
I Shouldn't Listen To Pitty Advices,
I Already Know There's Nothing Left To Look Forward To.
"I hope to go deaf to never hear their harmful words again..."
It's This Crippling Need To Feed My Heart And Soul With Hatred,
"I hope to go blind to never see what they did to me..."
The Grasping Shatters As The Mended Quickly Pours Down Through The Gaps...
"I hope I become unable to speak, so I never hurt anyone again..."
The Gaps Between My Empty, Cold Hands, I Can't Stop It, I Wont Either.
"What have you been feeding your soul?!?" "Hatred, Damn It"
******** Easy Heart Shouldn't Be Open For Anyone...
Im Holding Them Back, "I'm Winning!"
I Won't Let Them See, What's Become Of Me.
It Drives Me, Makes Me Want It More.
Like A Drug, At First Sight I Taste It,
I Want It, I Need It, I Love It, I Hate It.
As I Try To Reason With Myself,
I Find Comfort Within The Depths Of My Being.
"It's not meant for you to grasp and hold"
How Beautiful It Is To At Least Dream Of Prosperity.
Knowing That It's Not For Me, Not One Bit.
I've Led Myself Into Fooling Me,
I Tried To Have Hope When There Was No Faith,
I Tried To Search When I Knew I Shouldn't,
I Lied To Myself When I Already Knew The Truth.
"I hate to love it, love to hate it..."
I Shouldn't Listen To Pitty Advices,
I Already Know There's Nothing Left To Look Forward To.
"I hope to go deaf to never hear their harmful words again..."
It's This Crippling Need To Feed My Heart And Soul With Hatred,
"I hope to go blind to never see what they did to me..."
The Grasping Shatters As The Mended Quickly Pours Down Through The Gaps...
"I hope I become unable to speak, so I never hurt anyone again..."
The Gaps Between My Empty, Cold Hands, I Can't Stop It, I Wont Either.
"What have you been feeding your soul?!?" "Hatred, Damn It"
******** Easy Heart Shouldn't Be Open For Anyone...
Im Holding Them Back, "I'm Winning!"
I Won't Let Them See, What's Become Of Me.
