Things are going better lately.. im not on a sucide attempt today... i havnt thought of injuring myself for 2-3 weeks now really... im stressed...but not as bad. things here and there but im content.....
cried last night just to calm my self control. it worked...maybe a few more cries will help the stress too. trying to help Sarah and kaylin... im making progress with Kaylin...Sarah im trying to help...not sure how tho...
Writing out my stress in my stories is good too....my friends help me smile...
i sewed up nigel's stuffed dog...i was excited and i had to make sure i did a good job...i wanted to impress him... I hope i did... He sat on my lap during bowling( he was trying to make me laugh/freak out... i smiled.) embarresed the crapp outta me....then he put a chair on my lap and sat on that....THAT killed my legs!!!! OWW!
I suppose thats all im gunna put... untill next week..... C'ya,
Crystal
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