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Tears are falling to the ground
My life crumbling way down
I cry out in anguish
I'm trying not to make a sound

The hurt that I feel,
Is flowing through my veins
I wish I could hide it
Could hide all this damn pain

I am cutting again
I can't see through my tears,
I really do love you
But this brings back all my fears

I want to make a riot,
I want to throw a fit!
I can't stand just hiding this
It's making me feel really sick

I don't understand what's going on,
This love, this hate
Has all gone wrong.....
Does this have to be my fate?

So as I sit by myself,
All alone, I cut, I cry,
I can't get rid of the memories
I can get through this.... at least I'll try

A few months is all I need,
I'll be empty, not the same
But Hey! That's me

Don't worry my love
This is how I am
I'm clinically depressed!
That's who I am

So ignore me please,
It's not a big deal!
The silence, The Awkwardness,
Me skipping meals!

For I loved you once
I won't forget
The fun we had together,
was like a set

Goodluck with life,
I hope that you will be always happy,
I wish you my best
I hope this poem was not to sappy!