I cry myself to sleep. Im sick of the fights, I feel like a sheep. Bits of me cut away with each fight. Is my life meant to be in constant plight? I wish it would all go away. I would people to let me have a say. But no, even though I am an adult, I am stilled called child. They control me as if they think I will go wild. But I will not, I just want some room. What? Do they think they will get to pick my groom? "Mom and Dad know what is right." Then why do they live in a house that is too tight? They should be rich and famous because they know all. They should have a house for spring, summer, winter and fall. But where has knowing all gotten them to? To a daughter who doubts them through and through. Why do they keep up this charade? To me, it seems like a tirade. I am just sick of this. I want maybe just a little bit of bliss! But no, when I am happy they say, " that mouth has to go!" Most kids dont talk to their parents, but this they do not know. I have always confided in them. Now I am afraid that they might trade me in for a gem. At least it will not talk. It is only a rock. But it is worth more than me. After all i do not do anything, I am just lazy. I am sick of crying everyday. Maybe, just maybe, I should go away.
DoodleKitKit · Sun Jan 03, 2010 @ 04:33am · 0 Comments |