I don't know why mostly it because of Kurea ((Kurea is a Claire in Japanese)) being herself even that she did carry a name that I thought i would carry. mostly cause we both did the samething and the only common thing we both have is being something were not. she said i'm like her clone but i hate the though thinking what my friend told me.
enough of it even she thrown me a fast one and i just realize it and now i'm just scared. i hate her so much that i can't believe were friends. I'm thinking about what House said "Everybody lies..." his philosophy is sadly true but what can i say. i feel blown on how kurea said it.
then i remember something what she said adding something that killed everything. still i hate myself thinking about it and it's none of my business so i had to drop it.
Thinking about the week i had is bad so bad i'm cold D;
okay i'm going to try and get back to meh self. even i feel upset and really really really jealous maybe it not that maybe i'm just mad and how people like that can break someone into something i don't want to see.....ever
she is right i am broken up with it but i been thinking what she said when she was speaking left4dead 2. when the tank shown up she yelled out "correr es el tanque!!" and they called her a beaner. wait... that was my journal mostly was going to be rasicem DX
err....it doesn't matter i just feel not unloved but disturbed.
~Ayame
ps
forgive me for not being myself most of the time =/
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