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I cleaned my room up yesterday. It looks really good now. I want to decorate my walls so they look more "me." Haha. I don't have much stuff here to decorate with though <.> Oh well, maybe something will show itself to me ^^ I love it. My desk is nice and clean and white, so is my shelf. Hehehe. All organized.

I'm offically out of candy canes. My brother bought me Peppermint bark the first night I came down, that was gone the next day. Haha. I gave some to his friends though, in my defense.

I saw the new Twighlight movie to appease my mom. She wanted to see it and I know she wanted company. I was so bored and disgusted at some points I wanted to walk out but instead I looked up at the ceiling and hit my head against the back of my theatre seat. Some of the lines were so cheesy. It felt like a teenager wrote the book to compensate for her lack of love life. They used a lot of those stupid cliche lines...

The two good things from the movie were the council peoples were interesting and the fact that it left me with a question. Would you let the person you loved kill themselves because they thought you were dead while you stay with someone else you loved? I can't help but feel like I already did this... to Axel. But, life is not a movie. Happy ever afters don't happento everyone like they do in the movies. Even though I lost Axel, I did not gain another love from it. Nope. Nope Nope. I lost everything. Haha! And I can't get it back. Not that I'm contemplating anything but, just saying. If I could do it over.... I think I would have chosen Axel.