You are sick. So very sick. You cough and bleed. You get tired easy. You know you are going to die. I will miss you so much. When you leave me, you'll take my childhood with you. Every happy memory from my childhood included you. Teaching me to make cookies. Making me ice cream. Reading me stories. Kissing mt hand and giving me bubble baths. When you leave me, you will take the remaining child from me. You can keep it.
I will take care of you like you took care of me. Every minute until you die. You are the one I care about out of the whole family. You never lied to me. You always told me I could be something if I tried hard enough. You told me I could be an angel. That you wanted me to be happy- be the brightest, happiest, prettiest angel in heaven. I will try for you. I promise.
When you leave...I will cry so hard. I won't be able to talk to anyone else about those "problems". I will have to keep it to myself. Yes, I will take your advise and follow my heart with my mind. You told me to go for him and I am. You think he is a sweet boy. You are the only one who knows about it. When you die, you will take that secret with you. You beleive that he is a good guy like I do and you don't question him or my desires or thoughts. You like him, love me for who I am.
I will miss you so...
I love you.
I will take care of you like you took care of me. Every minute until you die. You are the one I care about out of the whole family. You never lied to me. You always told me I could be something if I tried hard enough. You told me I could be an angel. That you wanted me to be happy- be the brightest, happiest, prettiest angel in heaven. I will try for you. I promise.
When you leave...I will cry so hard. I won't be able to talk to anyone else about those "problems". I will have to keep it to myself. Yes, I will take your advise and follow my heart with my mind. You told me to go for him and I am. You think he is a sweet boy. You are the only one who knows about it. When you die, you will take that secret with you. You beleive that he is a good guy like I do and you don't question him or my desires or thoughts. You like him, love me for who I am.
I will miss you so...
I love you.
