Life: each breath i take adds another chain each heart beat puts another knife through me and with every second i cry another bullet flies in at me
something to think about.
i miss the way things used to be the you used to hold me i miss so much and now what im alone and unhappy did i ******** up walking away was i expecting to much when i had wished you away? what on earth was i thinking? i fell in love with a gay kid i dumped the onl guy i had a chance with i've been alone for so long i've grown used to this but every once in a while i feel so god damn useless why me oh my why why oh jesus why? I wish in well on swans on stones I wish for the same thing and it never comes i hate myself for being so dumb why did my life have to ever go wrong? it started with a curse and ended with this and the torture keeps coming in this abyss anymore i just wonder why i exist.