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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Under the Waves
Tell me that there's a fire in your heart
Tell me that there's a fluttering of a bird
but don't say you love me.
I'll throw sand and run as far as I can.
Cause someday... maybe someday
You'll understand:

If there was ever an ocean deep as your love
I'd never drown but float from shore to shore
Cause the waves would be your arms.
You'd never dare to suffocate.

Instead you'll crash over me
and I'll roll inside of you,
tumbling and falling faster
But always
Always I find my way back to you.

The calm in your voice would be
the way you lap at my ankles when I swim ashore.
And somehow I would be able to touch you.
I would be the only one to hold you in that moment,
and there would be nothing between us
except the silence of the ocean depths.

Someday perhaps you'll understand
and hear my calling on a distant shore
then tackle me under the moon
into
the waves.


-----

Look at this yello!
Look at this!
The yello!
The yello you must look at!

I swear that sometimes I think you're avoiding
the fact that you're dead

BUT LOOK
Look at it straight

There is yellow from your feet that crawls and squirms
it'll eat into your heart someday soon
I hope it takes off you head
cause at your shoulders I am convinced there is only once vice

Look at the yello!
And see that in me and you:

Denial's our only friend.

-----

Whisper to me.
Whisper the soft little things you dream.
Little girl, so full of dreams
I will buy one from you.

And if you will not sell me one
I will rip your soul from your deceitful shell
For no child would ever deny a dream
No dream is to be held by one
And if you are not willing to share
you can grow the ******** up
and fall from my sky

I have no need for wishes
Only dreams do I buy
So children must come
Flock to my sides and inspire my eyes

I need your speical world

to be alive


-----

Hmm, I seem to have stumbled.
What is that ticking that I hear?
If it the dream of some beast or is it my heart all caught by strings
In this Alice I shall be imprisoned to your heart
Release me
Please

I ask white and true
I kneel black and blue

Your tea is tinged with poison but I know better
This grand party is my demise all ribboned and dolled up. But I will not cry.
You were always in my heart until last night when you spoke
And now I'll kill you siwftly with my porcelin smile

Running through the groves
I cannot see an end but blue
The softest blue I had ever seen
It covers the tree and veils the brown underneath
Can I ly here for awhile?


-----

There is violence IN MY MIND
And always aCROSS my arms
But never in my heart
It's something you can touch
It's the sweetest STRAWBERRY of the bunch
Bite me and see
that I cannot bleed
only scar
sweet
then sour
then sOUR
then sour

Aren't you going to finish me?
If you won't, someone else will
and I know how it goes
OVER and OVER
I will be taken in then thrown out
and OVERand over
it happens again

ImMORTILIZE me, won't you?
Remember the taste?
The touch?
The feeling across my skin?
Paint me a picture of love.
I'm tired of inFATuation





 
 
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