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Well, i just read your journal, Mr. Kenshi. whats weirder is the fact i dont know whether i feel as happy as i should for you and shannon, i feel as if mr right may have been there and passed, i love you to death. and i know people tell me it will pass, but what you have said is right, you have touched my life love, i dont know what to do. im confused. and blinded by my love, i should rejoyce for you and shannon finding you happy place once more. but i feel as if i should still be able to call myself yours. and no one elses. i may see as i talk to you the tears roll down my pale cheek. that my love still burns for you. i long for you alot. you really make me forget about Alex like no one else love. i want you and only you but it will never happen as far as i can tell. i love shannon to death and never wanna hurt her but i want you and only you. im sorry.