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Don't act happy and be yourself.

Listen: I care about you. I don't hate you. But you must be barking mad if you think I'm going to abandon you because you stopped talking to me. You're a good girl, and it pains me to see you suffer.

Please don't give up on yourself. I'm canceling that 30-day notice (THE ONLY reason I put it up was because I've been ignored before by other people like that, but they just didn't want to talk to me because they were annoyed by me.). If you want to shake me off, you're gonna have to shake me off by force, because I stay true to my friends to the bitter end.

Now, let us fight and undo the injustices in the World, shall we? Let us take small steps to make the world a better place, and to prevent each other from feeling awful. Too many good people have died: the World would have far less idiots if good people stopped killing themselves.

I want a plus one on the idiots out there, okay. One more thoughtful girl to be alive over the masses of thoughtless idiots out there. You can't hear my voice, but I do worry about you a lot. I care about you.

And if it makes you feel any better, I've been melancholy too. I keep dwelling on that damn event not six months old, and it infects my dreams. I see those treacherous people dead, but even that saddens me (they're not dead, btw, they just decided to give me some sass when I was trying to microwave a hot pocket).

Speaking of dreams, remember when I said I had dreams about you many years ago? Those dreams were from a fear that I'd lose contact with you. Each and every dream like that was basically us going our seperate ways, with no way of changing it.

If you died, well, I'd rather not think about it. But dammit, don't suffer. And to all those people who've tried to knock you down, remember: they're wrong.

Use your pain to create great art, for it is from our emotion that comes our inner depths that we seek to hide from ourselves. I'm sure it'd be lovely.

Also, the school that you go to is ghetto as hell.

I know a girl who'd would reallyagree with you, unfortunately, I can't even tell you about her because you started ignoring me about the same time I got in contact with her.

Cheers!

That doesn't sound silly at all.
Don't listen to what anyone else says.
What do you think would be best for you?

I know we don't know each other as much as others,
but I'm still here for you if you want to talk,
or if you ever need help on a situation. Unlike God.
-referring to your other journal entry-

I've been told that I'm a good listener. It's difficult to bring me down as well,
so you wouldn't have to worry about throwing all of your s**t on me.
c: I can be like a personal psychiatrist. Minus giving you crappy drugs.