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Recently I've begun to wonder what is it exactly that I'm doing. Why am I in school pursing information that pertains to a career that I'll probably never get into?, why am I so self destructive? why am I so angry and sad? and why am I in love/am I worthy of love? I think I have the answers to some of the questions. Maybe I do know a little bit of something..how suprising. I think I'll be ok..not today, not tomorrow, but one day. Yesh, he would tell me to hang onto my log with all the strength I have left, and that's what I will do..but only because I don't want to get my hair wet.