Oh yonder star. Give me a healing glance when I can not seem to reach you. I want that warmth for I am not as strong as I seem. I hide behind those thin lines I drew all around me. I sit here so dim and dazed, so cold and hurt. What should I do? I know I'm being vain and silly, to doubt and think too much. But my heart makes me so uneasy, that I'll never have enough. Is this just a fluke of fate? Or true love for my discontent, why can't I hold you close? Why I am so lost?
I've spent so long thinking these things, doubting and pushing away. When here I have something so very dear, that seem to be slipping away. God I just want to have you here, I want a peace of mind. I'm doubting because I never hear your words, I'm always the one to say...
I love you
Please, give me my hope, erase my doubts from the distance that is set in place. Realize this meessage I send is a cry for help from me. I'm not strong, I'm very weak, I run from things all the time. I want so much to there for you, to one to love. But how do I know when to run, or hold on for dear life? Please my whisper my dreadful lust cover me with your love.
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 Anrui4 · Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 06:26am · 0 Comments |
