Up beat blues
Is that ink or blood on my hands
I cant seem to tell
But still what’s that smell
I hope you die of cancer tonight
So I can just win and you don’t need to put up a fight
Still give it time and it will become real life
Still its so real, the way you make me feel
The bed seems so much bigger when your there
So cuddle me just like a teddy bear
I hope so soon I look so far
But she just rips out my heart
I cant stand the change
I need things to change but remain the same
Still I will be a shimmer of light tonight
Just cuz I’m six past three
Still it doesn’t make any since to me
Forget the rest just let it out
And you will never know how far I need to go
So try your best
It doesn’t matter because my life is already a mess
What more do I need then more grief and misery
Its all the same fall out to me
Ask as you show but who what’s to know
How did they come up with all this
And is it really truly all his
All it is the late night blues when I’m in a good mood
So it comes to show
I need to let the world know
I’ve been to the edge of a cliff just to rest
Still none of us are the best
So show your face
And give up on all the hate
Just look at your self
Because no one will recognize me
Full of content and despair
I try to play it fair
But that the end of the game
We all lost
So who’s to blame
Is that ink or blood on my hands
I cant seem to tell
But still what’s that smell
I hope you die of cancer tonight
So I can just win and you don’t need to put up a fight
Still give it time and it will become real life
Still its so real, the way you make me feel
The bed seems so much bigger when your there
So cuddle me just like a teddy bear
I hope so soon I look so far
But she just rips out my heart
I cant stand the change
I need things to change but remain the same
Still I will be a shimmer of light tonight
Just cuz I’m six past three
Still it doesn’t make any since to me
Forget the rest just let it out
And you will never know how far I need to go
So try your best
It doesn’t matter because my life is already a mess
What more do I need then more grief and misery
Its all the same fall out to me
Ask as you show but who what’s to know
How did they come up with all this
And is it really truly all his
All it is the late night blues when I’m in a good mood
So it comes to show
I need to let the world know
I’ve been to the edge of a cliff just to rest
Still none of us are the best
So show your face
And give up on all the hate
Just look at your self
Because no one will recognize me
Full of content and despair
I try to play it fair
But that the end of the game
We all lost
So who’s to blame
