|
Life's a b***h.
Wow, have you ever heard the saying life is a beach , or b***h? Ha! Oh, man is that saying ever true. I've known someone for a very long, long time. A decade I believe? Anyway, we're best friends, or at least.. I thought we were. Have you ever had a best friend that you tell the truth straight up to them, even if it's not something they want to hear? Yeah, me too. I think that's caring more than lying to them by sugarcoating s**t. If you can't tell the honest truth to them, then who can? Any way, I'm like that too with the people I care about. So this best friend of mine and I haven't been the greatest over the summer, but a long session about talking about how we see the world, meet people, blah blah blah, things were pretty good. They were dating this guy, something happend, hooked up with a different ex who was still as shady as they had been the last time they went out. They broke up or something, the details are a little fuzzy at the moment. Then they started dating this guy, who I told them to be friends with first and think about it because they just got off a relationship with a grade-A a** hole, their ex. Then they get in over their head with this guy who is really nice but way, way too clingy and is driving them insane. What did I tell them? To wait. Did they listen? No. What happend? Nothing good. So, I told them to take a break from guys, stay single, y'know? Some alone time is good, believe it or not. Especially when you've been in some crummy relationships. So they don't listen, again, and date the jerk I mentioned earlier, the shady one, you know who I'm talkin' about. Anyway, they start dating again, he's been his grade-a a** hole self and lying, fibbing, not giving her straightup facts, telling different things to different people. So I finally get her to et mad at him and see things clearly. Few das later she's still with him and i'm like wtf? She says it doesn't matter, they're happy, he's changed, and I'm just like bull s**t. I don't remember what happend next, then she and I start talking again and I'm giving my honest opinions of her ex, which are very harsh. First off shes like my sister and he already broke her heart once. Second off he's a liar. Third, I don't like him because he's a shady a**! So I'm telling her the straight up truth of what I think of him, and she gets all pissy with me and I'm just like okay, ******** this. When you fall, or want to apologize or whatever I'll be waiting. kind of rude, I know, but I wasn't going to be a flipping doormat. Anywho we get over that and start talking again, next thing I know it's me, her, and a friend of ours and she starts talking about her boyfriend, again! Right after we jsut stopped fighting about him! So I'm tlaking to an ex of ours and tell him what's going on because evidently he didn't know. Now this one blows his top and blah, blah, blah we've dealt with it plenty of times before. So I tell him what's going on and some basic bits of what I think of it. So he goes and starts tallking s**t to her, not entirely unexpected. I had no idea he was going to go and do that though, all he told me was that they were'nt friends anymore. I didn't think much of it. So I sent her a message cause she hasn't been talking to me lately or going to the church we both go to. So I send her a message, sasying hey why are you never at church anymore She just comes back and basically smacks me in the face with what our ex jsut said to her and blah blah how i'm not making her happy and that her boyfriend is, balh. And I'm jsut like, wow, really? You who promised no guy would ever come between us? You who has been friends with me for 10years and knows how I am would ditch me for an a** hole that's lying to you, broken your heart? Thanks. And it's not jsut my opinion that he's lying, he openly admitted to her that he had a web of lies. Anyway. Life's a b***h. She wants to do that , fine. Just honestly, don't expect me to be here when sommething with that falls through and knocks oyu on the ground. I'm honestly not sure if I want to be there anymore. You're new found friends who are jsut so much better than me can handle it, since you don't want me around anymore. I'm through being a doormat. Love you to death sis, just guess it isn't returned..
|
