Dreams ~
Is it true.... that dreams can get emotional?
Like, you have a dream... sad... happy... boring... dumb...
Would you cry? Laugh? Scream?
In the middle of your sleep?
How would you feel?
Yesterday, I had a dream. I had a sad dream.
Woke up crying...
Today, I still remember exactly what happened.
It was during school in 2007, around 2:50pm.. 10 mins before the bell rang for us to go home...
We were in grade 7 back then. =P
The teacher was calling out names because our homework was bad and half the class hadn't done it right....
I got called and I had to stay till I've got all of it done.
It wasn't a big deal. I didn't really care cause I lived so close to the school. My mom could always give me a call if she was worried. So it didn't matter. =/
But everything got worse around 3:15pm ish..
The teacher started yelling for us to hurry and finish our work. Most of the students were done at around 3:20pm ish...
Everyone left... everyone except 5 students.... including me.
I started hesitating so I kept of getting the same questions wrong over and over again.
Then a boy came up.... Johny.
He went over to his desk and started packing. When he passed me.. he said
"You should start studying more and doing your homework.. cause you know, tests are coming up and stuff"
Thats when I felt like bursting into tears... FOR REAL.
My eyes got all soggy and I felt like screaming. But it wouldn't come out.
When I did burst into tears.. a guy ( Vicky ) who sat across from me said, "Don't say that she's gonna cry even more. Oh well. Not my fault i'm gone. Bye"
Then. I was the only one left. Besides my friends they were outside the door I could hear them screaming and running around the halls.
'Come on. Concentrate. Here. Ill teach you."
Finally, around 3:45pm. I was let out... with red puffy eyes.
Woke up and it was already 9:56am.
With tears running down my cheeks. I was so afraid that it was real and not just a dream.
Did that ever happen to you?
If so, how did you feel? What did you want to do? Would you just let it go and forget about it? Or would you be like me, write it down and remember what happen?
How would you feel if people around you were calling you dumb. That you can't do anything right. Cause you just suck at EVERYTHING. But in your heart, you know that they are all wrong about you. You are normal like they are. You know what your best and good at. You won't give up so easily.
How I feel right now... is like how you feel. If you have read this. You would want to do something if you were me. But what?!
What to do?!
Note: Names were changed for their privacy.
cherrychew Community Member 
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