My first love..
We broke up because of something I misworded
I hate myself for doing that.
We've been dating for 9 months, I loved him very very much.
More than anything in the world. I didn't notice any guy but him..
Now I can't be serious in any relationship because I have lost that power of trust and confidence in myself.
So maybe when people say "Oh, you made me feel better so quickly you're awesome you could be a councilor one day"
It's because I speak from my experience I don't want anything happening to others. Hey so you should do everything you can to tell her you love her and tell her what you meant...the truth.
We're all hurt..
It's awful.
When we think about it.
I've tried commiting suicide everytime I do so, god always saves me.
or I would've been dead by now..
I can't live, I can't die either..
A fake smile is what I'm all about
A life on lies
hate it hate it hate it
there's a fear inside me I can't get over never...
maybe because I need a guy who will come love me for me and who will be able to bring my real smile back and trust and confidence I had..
 iiTechna · Thu Sep 03, 2009 @ 01:34am · 1 Comments |
