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Perverted rantings of a deranged mind


Ghawd
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poetry / rant ish



would I rather know or remain ignorant?
To these things I always find.
the Torturous thoughts
wildly roam this mind.
To find the things
you say to them
under private eye
to think the world would never know
or atleast not I
For what they dont know
shall never harm them
but make them squirm inside
to curse these gypsy ways of mine
I got inside his mind


I cant say what
I cant say where
but to shreds i want to tear
that skinny b***h
you admire
PUT SOME ******** PANTS ON
you ******** liar
oh its too bad
it wasnt for me
nor hints you follow
to my misery
been ******** before
many times
ex boyfriends
never walk the line

for lack of experiance
you may have
but better judgement
I hope you find
because If im with someone
so is my mind
and not somewhere
with someone else
although it could always be
living inside my head
youll never know
the thoughts that make up
me

it makes me sick
to think that you
can find those things attractive
their skin and bones
and look like rats
taught to walk upright
taking pictures
of their underwear
surely you would think twice
for something you might regret
a stalker one, stalker some
and stds for people like her
well, they come with plenty.

Oh I liked your pictures.
your boney little legs.
your hip bones look so bare
above that pink underwear
oh baby I like your picture
too bad it wasnt taken for me
makes me sick to think
you could even look at me
after having eyes for that.

and no time, no time at all.
get mad if you will
this is how I deal with s**t
when you make it so ********
REAL
Ive tried to be patient
no time for me
tried to be calm
I even tried
doubt


True colors always come shining through
and even though their black
it sucks to think I have feelings for you
and you might not have them back
when lieing comes to easily
so does saying i love you
in a world when love means nothing
who do you say it to?

hate me for the things I say
or the things I do
hate me for being crazy
and falling inlove with you
hate me for having emotions
and for being me
but dont ever ******** hate me
for the things you couldnt see




 
 
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