God my Dad is being a d**k. Lookat what he said sad
Bebo messaging.
Remove that picture of me and the word STALKER right now, a little laugh like that can be googled. Not convinced! How did we find you again!!!!! My work takes me into very secure areas like Pharmaceutical factories and airside at Gatwick airport. My work is how I feed you, clothe you and whether you like it or not helped you just nicely to go on Holiday. The amount that you get is bigger than our whole food bill for the month. To show me in such disrespect on the EFing WWW has broken my heart. Which I'm sure will get an O mighty big sell out laugh for miranda.
That upset me at first then if I lost my job because of what you had posted then it would have no impact on your fridge what so ever but Tegan and Simeon would catch it head on, all because of a little joke.
What if one of your mates spotted me in the street and shouted at me for a laugh. What made you giggle then puts me into having to defend myself on something else, made up BS, that has come out of that household you live in.
If you do not think I am being very serious about the depth of your foolishness it is only because you lack experience AKA young girl or someone who has an IQ of pidgeon s**t.
The game has changed now for all, if you come to stay, you will need one weeks worth of money for food or ,food for the week wrapped or sealed for the trip back(If it looks like it is going to spoil, it will be rejected). No deal not coming.
This is not to come from you but simple 25% cash, which you will spend at Lidl to buy ALL your requirements, for the whole week. We know how much cash you'll get and to this end you will hold on to your receipts. This will happen from now on, proportional to the time you come to stay. The foot is DOWN.
I will also send you standard skin and an advertisement for Citroen C3 PICASSO until you earn my respect back again.
So i said.
The "STALKER" picture you are fretting about is an application that makes whoever is viewing my profile the "STALKER". Now who "lacks experience AKA young girl or someone who has an IQ of pidgeon s**t" MR I-Know-Everything-There-Is-Too-Know-About-Computers?
"My work is how I feed you, clothe you and whether you like it or not helped you just nicely to go on Holiday." Thanks Father, but seriously, apart from those "Here is some cash give it to your mum" times, for about twelve years all we have had off you amounts to about three hundred and fifty pounds. If ANYONE was saying that it should be Andy. HE is the man who has fed me, put the clothes on my back and paid for me, someone not blood related to him, to go and holiday,school trips and bloody festivals.The only reason we went to Mallorca is because we won 1.8k on the lottery and was aided by Andys mum.
Dont get on your high horse about the money that legally, you should have been paying from the moment you split. Every parent in the country that isnt looking after said child has to pay x amount of money towards raising of said child.This amount of money is decided by the amount of family members they have living in the household and amount of money earnt from current job. If anything, you should be thanking your lucky stars that we are not claiming back all the money you owe us. Even if you have given us 15k that still leaves a lot of money unaccounted for.
If anyone is belng childish here, the finger points at you.Using my younger siblings to score cheap points off me is ignorance at the highest level.I would say i am suprised at your infantile antics, but to be candid, i am not.
No amount of smiles,hugs, and promises of "Mystery" can replace twelve damn years.Alot of the things you have done and said have hurt, but the people said time will heal, and time will mend but on Christmas the time i was convinced you had left for good I would have held on to the good times instead of, Dad i never want to see you again, the last thing I'd say would be "I love you. I will miss the man i am pround to call my dad."If I knew he was never coming back, i would have held on to him and never let go.
Things since then have never been the same.When we were back in contact with each other I felt obliged to lie about the events at Christmas that i remember so vividly. You did push my mum and i will never forget that.I felt like i was hugging a stranger everytime I hugged you.I had to stop myself from flinching when you kissed me.so I put on that famous mask and pretended that everything could be back to normal like someone had waved a magic wand.I dont heal easy, but over time when i let my guard down you would dredge something up from the past and i would throw my defences up again and everyone down here would bear the brunt of it.
You have another thing coming if you think i will stay round yours and be treated like a criminal.I hate to punish the kids for your foolish actions but thats what happens when you act like an ignoramus.
So THEN he said
I have embarissed myself and am very sorry. If I had not been pigheaded and asked you out right we would have had a laugh about it and I would not have let you down again. I was fooled by the app as were the few adults that know about it. I was childish and forgot you, I will never forget how much I let you down. I will always be hear for you the door will never be closed to you at any point in the future. When/ If you forgive me I know hugs etc can never again be enough for you. I shall remain sad until I earn your respect back. As your life goes on as your Dad, I was only ever 2nd best and I can live with that. I don't mind that because there is a lot worse than me out-and-about. As you will find out. I have let you down big and life long I will have to live with that.
Soo i saidd
I accept your apology and i hope to god its sincere. We together have a lot to talk about.Phone you later. <span id="test29188247">. . .</span><br/><div id="post29188247" style="display:none; margin-right:75px;">
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