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If you think the title is weird, so do I, but basically it comes from the fact I always just steal my quizzes from Azzy. So here you go, tidbits about me! Enjoy! Or not! :3

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
Yes, both times, which is why even though I think love is wonderful I'm very, very reluctant about the idea of giving myself to someone again.

What does your 8th text say?:
I don't do texts, because yes, I still don't have a cellphone. P:

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
... Yes and no. There are people I had drifted away from willingly, and then those two specific people that forced me out of their lives. One of them still cares about me and vice-versa so I've never truly lost him even though the romance (and alot of our friendship) has faded, but the other one I don't even care about whatsoever anymore,

Ever loved someone that wasn't good for you?
He probably was no good for me, no...

How's your heart lately?
Lonely. Wistful. However entirely ever too stubborn.

The last song you listened to?
Final Distance from Hikaru Utada.

If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
Marlu-- -shot- I'm joking. Actually, I don't know. I don't like my name, but I'm not sure what would suit me better. I don't feel like a Brittany though, to be honest.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
... Yes and no. I'd like to be love, but I'm scared of being abandoned again if I do, not to mention how goddamn picky I am to begin with. Both people I really cared about turned on me in the end and made me suffer just because I didn't want to give them up. To this day I wonder if they ever really understood just how much of a precious thing I was able to give them.

What are you wearing right now?:
Some kind of funky light purple fuzzy-ish PJs I wouldn't be able to describe to you properly.

Favorite juice?
I don't know really.

Are you talking to someone while doing this?:
Well, I'm at the tavern, but besides that no. I keep my MSN set to offline expressly so people don't talk to me.

What school plays were you part of in elementary school?
Uhh... One our class did, about dolls that came to life. I was a caroler.

If a bear attacked you, would you know how to defend yourself?
DON'T TRY TO FIGHT BACK UNLESS YOU FEEL THE BEAR START TO EAT YOU

How clean is your room?
well it's not too bad right now. Mainly the floor is full of clothes but that's it. My personal possessions are organized just as I like them! (my mother is convinced this makes it messy)

What are you excited for?:
Uh... nothing... ._.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
No. Unless you count my crazy fangirlism for Axel, which I would but probably not the rest of the world. >:

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?:
My mom occasionally. Actually god, even Ricky thought my mom was me once... I still tease him about that.

Favorite ice cream flavor?:
Cherry~

Favorite pop-tart flavor?
I don't have pop-tarts often enough to say.

What book are you reading right now?
Nothing right now, but I just recently finished a book called The Watchers. It was actually much, much better then I initially expected it to be.

Favorite kind of candy?
Peanut Butter M&Ms!

What did you do yesterday?:
Roleplayed and WC3~

What jewelry are you wearing?:
Nothing, though I usually wear my Demyx Sitar necklace thing.

If all your friends were going on a road trip, would you go?:
If they would let me. :>

Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
No... >.>

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Roleplayaaaann

How old are you?
19 in a month a few days.

Does love mean never having to say you're sorry?
Of course not. Just because you love someone doesn't mean everything you do will be perfect and they'll be able to handle everything. Both of you will make mistakes, but the important thing is dealing with it together.

Is it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?
For better or for worse, love changes you. It usually gives you a few important life lessons by the end and hardens you up.

Have you ever fallen in love at first sight?
Mmm... Yeah. Didn't realize it was at the time, but definitely how it happened.

Does physical appearance matter when you're in love?
"To an extent, but it shouldn't be the thing that determines how much and who your in love with. But there's no point being with someone if you don't find them attractive."

<--- Azzy said it best so I'm just going to leave it as it is.

Do you believe opposites attract?
Opposites in terms of personality might be attracted by the the differences within eachother. Complete opposites in terms of hobbies is however not a good thing. Love might be all you need sometimes, but it sure as hell can get boring if you can't enjoy anything in common with your partner!

If you're in love is it possible to still be attracted to someone else?
For a lot of people it seems so. I can see people being physically attracted to others still, I doubt that ever changes, but for someone like myself... well, I get eyes for one person and it's equivalent of if I'd wrenched them out of my head and handed them over. My dedication is that strong. Doesn't mean I won't admit other people are attractive though, assuming they are.

How do you know that you were in love with someone?
They were able to make me cry and I didn't want to let them go. I wanted to be around them all the time. They made me happy, and fuzzy, and I didn't even want to think of the end, if there was one.

A sharp contrast to my usual attitude about people, where I usually don't care less if people walk out of my life.

Is it possible to "cheat" and still be in love with the person you cheated on?
I can't stand it when people cheat, I'm serious. (I'm sorry Az.) It's just a terrible thing to do. It's like implying your partner isn't good enough, and if they aren't you might as well get a new one because they're obviously lacking something that you want.

I could never cheat on someone, and I would expect the same from my partner. I don't put up with that bullshit.

If your bf/gf/husband/wife ever cheated on you, would you leave him/her?
It would be hard, but in the end if it couldn't be resolved to a point of where I know it'll never happen again with guarantee, then yes. Also it depends on how it occurred to begin with - was it directly their fault? If so that's a big reason to leave them.


Ever wanted to jump off a bridge?
Not really, but one of my former fear of heights stems from the fact that I felt like I would be inclined to jump off if I stood there for too long.

Give a kidney to a loved one?
I suppose I would...

Take a bullet for a friend?
Depends on the circumstances. (I always feel horrible filling in this stupid question.)

Would u walk on hot coals?
Uhh... no? I like having feeling in my feet. ._.

Could u kill another to save one you love?
No doubt. I'm not saying it would be easy, but if it was a matter between their life and my love's life, that person is going to die, sorry to say. Then again, really depends on who that other person is, you know...

Do you value life? Or dance with death?
I'm in-between. Neither here nor there. I walk the darkness but I do not uphold it's ideals. I shun the light but I love what it represents. I'm only there in the twilight.