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Hour of darkness, hour of pain
I call upon whoever to have mercy upon me
I fall to the flore and beg on my knees
Please save the inocence of my soul

To young was I exposed to things so wrong
Hatred, Violence, Racismem Separation
The hatred I feel twods my parents
The violence I felt wen they hit and yeld at me
The racisme my father has
The separetion from others kids

I was different
I took the weight of the world on my little shoulders
I care for all and forgive easely
I was tesed so bad I wanted to kill
To kill all of them as well as myself
To end my suffering and stop them
Stop them from hurting another inocent soul

But now I am scared
And so very afraid
Afraid that I've lost my kindness and cheereful joy
I fear I am condemed to live my life in fear
To never be abole to really smille

I now hate and nolonger care for those I once truelly did hold dear
I wish to leave and seperate myself form everyone
But I don't know why

Could it be because they seem to wish it of me
Friends who act like they don't want you around
As if they wish me gone
So that they may be in joy
To be happy like they were before they met me

With friends like that
And a jackass as a add
How can life get worse

But now the sun sets
And the moon rises
And all the sahase of the day
Just drift away

The moon is calm
Peacefyl and still
Ad for once in my life
I fell at peace

Beneath the full moon
I shale take my last breath
But when that will be
Perhaps we shall see