Than to have never loved at all.
Hello Gaia, long time no update. Well it's August first, and last time I posted I believe I hadn't even passed promish. Heck Eric didn't even exist to you guys then.
Okay so there was a week of my life when it seemed every guy I came across wanted to kiss me. This was back at the beginning of June, first Luke, and he did kiss me, yeah I'm still disturbed with myself for that one. Then tuesday mikey wanted to hold my hand all day, wednesday a certain friend of mine talked a lot about it. Thrursday Ron told me how much he missed me. Friday I ran into an old friend who gave me a lot of mixed signals. Well saturday I had rest, two of them fought for attention on sunday and then the week was up right? Well, tuesday came around and I went to hang with the boys, the ones that wouldn't try anything. Cause one was crazy about me, but is too timid about it, and the other .. well I'm not his type... riiight. Anywho one thing lead to another and I told him to wordvomit, cause he seemed to need to talk. And he told me he wanted to kiss me, (this is the one who I thought would never like me, we had dropped the other boy off at home,) and I told him eventually I needed a friend to go to promish with me. Well, when I old him that he kissed me, and eventually semi asked me out. That only lasted a few days though, he's my best friend now though, well one of them, but we're not a couple or anything.
Okay so my life these days? I'm looking for a job. School starts the 17th of this month. got to go erics here love you all!!!
