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Jary this is really cuute ! 3nodding xd

i feel lyke writing sum words.
words so great itll bring back my broken worlds.
bring back my lost lyfe.
they r pleasure to eyes, these words tht nice.
these words r in my mind all night long.
buh these word i could nvr here, cuz they told me i waz wrong

i let it slide, these words fealt true.
buh i put em aside, jst like anyoone else would do
these word i feared, my eyes glared.
i dunno if i wasnt ready, or simply scared.
these words tell me, tht i shouldnt.
bu i noe wht i hafto, buh i jst couldnt.

i feeel like writing, buh my heart wouldnt let me
i feeel like going back, buh she wouldnt let me.
i feel like hugging her forever, buh she wouldnt have me.
n now i feel hapyy.
cuz the words r comming out., from a heart thtz torn.
my tears fall from my eyes buh take no form.
jst waiting on the surface to dry out
jst like humans on earth, waiting to die out.


i feel like writing, buh i have nun to say.
i feel like writing, buh i feel the pain evryday.
todai i listen to the words, dat i nvr listened b4
now i heal evrything straight down to the core.
and todai im releived.
my dad hugged me, n said, as a father, he did succeed.
n he waz proud. and he cried.
and since then, the hatred inside me died.

i feel like writing, these words in my head.
i no longer wanna die, i dont wish to b dead.

it all seems the way i wanted it to be.
the is there, for me to see.
i luv my life again.
i LUV the pain