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Lol. So I got TWO new games because 1) I'm finally done with my summer classes so I can waste time and 2) With selling my books back along with my babysitting money, I can afford them! So I got the SIMS 3!! ANDDDDDDDD...Ace Attorney Apollo Justice. So I've been playing them like ALL DAY LONG and then I get these random spurts of energy so I go run around outside and jump on the trampoline.

I have serious ADD issues lately...and it's actually real because I've been diagnosed with ADD for over 3 years now. But I don't take medicine for it because it makes me really boring and lethargic. Plus I still get good grades in school (As and Bs) so I don't really care. EPIC WIN.

So anyways, I realized that Tom is super awesome today. He went with me and helped me pick out my Ace Attorney game and then took me to BARNES and NOBLE and bought me a Java Chip at Starbucks!! Haha...and then I was like "sorry but I really want to play this game..." and like whipped out my DS and he was cool with it! WIN!! Plus he is even designing his own DS game which is LE AWESOME! It's coming out Jan. 2010, but it's only going to be in one copy. But he sent it in to some company and maybe it will get picked up he said? I don't know. But anyways, I hope it works out for him. I just don't like his stupid band situation. He told me that we could be in an open relationship for now but to keep it on the down low. He, and no one else we know, has a Gaia account so this is a perfect spot to VENT because I am so excited about this. His band mates would kick him out if they found out because the last drummer left because he got too attached to his girlfriend. And I know how important his band is and also I don't want to be in a relationship either because 1) I might meet another person at college, and 2) I need to focus on my schooling. And hard as it is for me to say, I want him to remain open to other girls who may work out for him. I can't tell myself that I can be with other guys if I won't let him do that. But we are like in this really high part of our relationship right now. I have to admit it, it is awesome. He is like one of my good friends, I can come to him with ANYTHING and he helps me. And one of the few things I liked about speech class that I learned is that men love solving problems. So I throw my problems his way and WAM BAM BOOM he solves them. And he knows that I just like to sit in silence and have nothing to say and be fine with that. And he likes that about me! He likes that I can be all random one minute and quiet and shy the next! He just makes me really happy. I mean, sometimes he makes me mad, but all my friends make me mad at times. But I still am friends with them!!

I was getting sad the other day though because I was thinking about how in a couple of weeks I have to go back to college. I mean, I LOVE college. But I've gotten used to home life and being around my friends a lot. But at least at college, all my friends are up to something, no matter what time of day. Plus the teachers are WAYYY better and I actually am challenged. I got A's in both of my summer classes this summer and I'm not proud of myself at all because they were ridiculously easy. At my college I am actually really excited when I get As because they are HARD to get!! This is a crazy long blog post. But you know what! I don't care. But it is getting late.

So I have this wierd insomina thing going on where I sleep for like 20-30 minutes at a time and keep waking up until like 7 then I stay alseep until 11ish. It's really frustrating. I still don't know about my college loans yet. I am really stressed out about them, but hopefully it will work out in the end. Okay, well, if you read this, you are either really bored or really awesome or both. Haha, talk to you later!