The dictionary defines "home" in several ways. For example, a house, apartment, or other shelter that is the usual residence of a person, family, or household. or the place in which one's domestic affections are centered or even an institution for the homeless, sick, etc.: a nursing home.
Unfortunately Im the product of a "broken home" which Urbandictionary.com defined as a house containing a family that is set apart due to tensions and certain problems. ex: a kid's parents constantly fight and he/she feels lonely, depressed, angry. That is a product of a broken home, who may usually get away from the problems by doing bad things (drugs,drink,etc...). Broken home can range from a project in NY, a suburb, or ironically, a 5-story mansion
And yet everytime I start to feel safe and secure in my "home" or my "broken home" the rug is pulled out from under me again. It feels like I am never going to leave and now Im starting to doubt if I ever will leave. I mean its hard to leave when you have nothing. No money, no family, no life.
I know its probably my fault. But I dont see how it is. I mean its not like I told Chris to take me off her schedual (yes I know I spelt it wrong okay?) or Dollar Giant to tell me I was fired after I called in to tell them I would be late (I was also told that it was fine when I called and during the interview) So if its my fault...Please tell me how.
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