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Hiding behind this mask, I didn't know how long I'll last. Always showing something new from day to day , I only show you what I want you to see.
Then I change again.
I'll show you somethings different, different than what you see.
I'll show mu parents and independant girl, 'cause they don't need to worry for me. I'll show my friends a carefree soul full of smiles, thats all they need to see.
'Cause everything you see is what I want to be.

You'll never know who I truely am,
I'll be everyone in history, everyone but me.

Even if I try to stop , its too hard to keep going.
I then just turn back , back tothe life I knew, the life behind my mask.
I know that soon I will snap underneath all of this pressure.
I'll remove my mask for everyone to see.
No more independant girl.
No more carefree soul.
The only person I want to be is me, and yet , I know its true.


I may say these things in my head, but I know I will continue on as everyone that you see.
Independant, carefree, and a friend to you.
I still will be everyone in history, everyone but me.