If the text below is hard to read then highlight it.Today I get to be on the verge of a mental breakdown. I don't know why. I don't know anything right now. I do, but I'm so confused...but I'm not. No, I'm not bipolar...am I? I hate it when someone says they know what I'm going though and how I feel if they haven't heard my whole story, or haven't heard it at all. emo Maybe some of you do understand what I'm going through, but i can promise not more than 80% of it. I want to be reckless at this moment! I want to throw something at the wall, but then I know after that I'll cry, and I know I don't want to cry because I have no one to cry to. My brother's a b*****d he just plays halo all day. He's so perfect to everyone. He's pretty well behaved, has good grades, was the swim team star, gets his video games, perfectly in shape, and he has no personal issues, he's not the kind of guy who would, I'm with him almost 24/7 I would sense if he felt sad, My mom is always at work, my dad is always at work, plus I'm not the kind of kid who talks to their parents about things except school and stuff and how my day was, but even that's fake! I hate! I'm so frustrated!!! But i can't let my anger out because then I'd push myself around just like I let the people in my life do to me! I just want one week, where ever single night I can go to sleep without crying. Oh how I hate it. The irony...it has to be me.
 Roslast · Fri Jul 17, 2009 @ 09:56pm · 0 Comments |
