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I don't know what to make of this summer. I really don't. It isn't going as rough as other people's I'm sure. But I still don't like the way its going at all. At the begining of this summer I was stressing about getting all of my school books for my homework, then I got all the books and stopped worrying. Then summer school came and I wasn't looking forward to the idea of waking up early to go back to school in which I had just left the previous week. Then family problems arise and I have to go to my aunt's house to make sure she doesn't hurt her foot that she had surgery performed on. And a few weeks prior to school ending my dog gets hit by a car and dies. That left a mark. But not as bad of one than I thought. I got over it and within a week or so I got a new puppy. And boy is that dog growing fast. I found out this morning that my great aunt pasted away and that my cat did to the previous night. That upset me to the point that I didn't want to talk to anyone or eat. (I'm still kinda like that too) But the rest of the summer is alright actually. I've met some new friends that I can relate to and made better terms with one of my other school friends for which I am greatful. Last week my 'sister' and I had a falling out about all the things we had locked away from each other and lost eachother's friendship for about two days. On the third day we gave each other our forgiveness and we're friends again. But also through out this summer on the weekends I made it possible to see some of my friends and so far I've seen seven of them and yet to see more of them. But I also have to get motivated to do my summer homework...But I got till August 23rd to finish it xD Yay for procrastination!!!!!! I've also written more poetry and the latest one I wrote was breathtakingly amazing out of all my work in my opinion and my friend P.J.'s. Who knows maybe I'm working on my first book of poetry and not know it :3 I've stopped taking guitar lessons sadly. For a week it seemed I was numb and couldn't feel or hear what I was saying. I hated all the things I once loved and wasn't motivated about the things I longed to do. And right now I won't be taking guitar lessons for a while it seems sadly. But at any rate I should be doing alright the rest of the summer....I hope...
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Here's that poem I talked about by the way :3
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Title: Rose Red
Bones snap bleach white
Rose Red Rose Red
Leave them dead again.
Broken glass crash
Open scabs upon the world
Rose Red Rose Red
Leave them dead again.
The globe, your oyster
Rose Red Rose Red
Let them rise again
Let them rise again.
Pool of splatter
None on the latter
Paint to stain
Not to remain
Rose Red Rose Red
Let your petals drop
Let your petals drop.
Step lightly gorgous flower
Watch your petals drop
Into the liquid red
Rose oh Rose
Let them rest again.