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Words written by poison hands
Hello, my name is Hemlock. I tend to write poetry and personal feeling in this journal. Your reactions are appreciated.
Ready
I feel like I have been very ready for something lately, I'm not sure what. I guess I've been ready my whole life; I've just been waiting for it forever.

Friday was an a**. It felt like the end of an eternal week. I remember that Katie and Jill were talking to Ron and joking around. Stephanie turned to me just then and said something like, "Those two have a real thing for Ron" and I replied "Yeah, everyone wants Ron..." and I got up and left for my next class. I admit my envy of Ron's charisma, it's just a life I wasn't meant to have. I am just too suspicious, odd, and uncaring to have girls crawling all over me. The ones that do come after me however, are usually only concerned with themselves. It's just a sign that I am doing everything wrong.






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De La Luna IV
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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 09:42pm
<center>*sneezes* pardon me my allergies...poor guy you, you have it bad don't you. I don't think you should change anything about your personality to find someone, someday you will find someone who likes you for you. I know how you feel, I am outgoing..and most of the time depressed, put those together and you get a mean person really. I dont listen to anyone and I gripe a lot, but I found someone caring who likes me for me. It's just a matter of being patient and waiting for the right person. *pats your shoulder softly*


commentCommented on: Tue Nov 23, 2004 @ 09:48pm
**pokes** read ur siggy in da 18 n up club....so umm comments **smiles** hmm sounds like u need a friend lol. Well not girls are lookin for this guy thats all charismatic and "good" with the girls lol. Just remember ta be happy wid who u are cause its always what makes things feel better then eveying someone else **smiles n nods** trust me i went thru that and now i just wander around wid a goofy smile on and a weird though in my head. K im rambeling but ne ways. Charisma is not everything and im sure ur a good person 3nodding xd



OoChIcKeNoO
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