not only do I want to shield the pain, I just want to go away..
not only do I want to die, I just want to have never exist..
I imagine myself as nothing as I feel asleep without a dream, it is then that I'm at peace..I don't want to be remembered, I don't want to be loved, I don't want any sympathy I just don't want to be I don't want to feel or breathe...
sometimes it kills me to wake and I wish that I couldve stayed in that blank dark place...
I don't want to be a coma, I don't want to just die, I want to seize to exist..to never be born to never be loved or known about to just disappear into the comfort of the warm sleeping night unremembered and unknown..
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It's Me Take It Or Leave It
...just some random stuff of everything I decide I want to say...
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Kira Occido
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