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I love you
Okay well recently my ex decided that he wanted to say sorry for what happened. Apparently I Love You means nothing in this world anymore reguardless of the context. Even said between friends, family members, couples or anything else that calls for it. Anyway he messaged me to say sorry for leaving. The thing is I feel broken in two. Part of me wants to believe him but I can't. Not after what happened. See the thing is no one even knows this but I was so happy. He made me smile, laugh and feel like someone out there cares about me. But I guess that wasn't good enough for him and he left without any warning just told me he didnt want anything to do with me and his parents didn't agree with us being together or anything. So he leaves and then it was bad for a while but I really did care about him. He was nothing like my other ex's. He told me the reason he left was because he was scared about everything that was happening between us and whatever and now I don't know what to do. I mean it was only four months so it wasn't that long. The next part I didn't tell anyone cause well I was scared what my friends would say...Actually only one of their opinions matters to me the most and shes not even talking to me right now...lol....Kind of ironic huh? Anyway he asked me to marry him and I said well what if I just promise to be with you right now and if everything works out I'll marry you. So I guess that could be taken as me saying yes...But yeah I didn't tell any one that....Moral of this is I don't know what to do now.
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