Well, I've learned probably the worst pain in the world.
The one I loved and held so near and dear left me awhile back,
And I've got to admit, it killed me at first.
But at least I know now that I never really ment anything to him.
Otherwise,
He would've kept all those promises and vows he made.
He wasn't good at keeping promises anyways though...
Oh well,
He's on his second girl already, and I know that won't be his last.
I hate all the drama this comes with though,
Any other break-up, no, you wouldn't find me complaining,
But there's just so much s**t I can't stand it
Ugh.
It's been weird,
I have more free time, less stress and everything feels better o.o
But I still miss having the warmth of knowing someone loves me,
Doesn't mean that that was the last time i'd ever feel that
No.
I know i'll be able to find someone again.
But this time,
He'll be the one who actualy cares about me.
As of October 23, of 2009,
It seems that I was right.
I did find the one who would always care for me. c:
 Shad Woest · Tue Jun 30, 2009 @ 04:54pm · 0 Comments |
