Ha! This is no joke! evil
I'm confused on certain events in my journey for now. Let's call my life a journey. Well, like Kenshin Himura's life, it's a long journey as a wanderer not a manslayer. If you don't know Kenshin Himura, he's the protagonist in the anime, Rurouni Kenshin, which I've been hooked up by now. blaugh
I believe that I need to be a wanderer for now. Not a manslayer. I want to feel & be myself again, not thinking of anything or anyone that I would hurt nor I will regret. I've been such a 'good girl gone bad' figure for so long. neutral
But, I learned from that previous arc of mine. Like in Rurouni Kenshin, some seasons there are considered arc. So, let's call my events = arc. So, in that previous arc I had, I had fun, I've been bad, I've mad a lot of mistakes & I regret things so much. & I don't want to make the same mistakes again. But, I learned a lot. wink
I need to move on. Start a new journey as wanderer, not a manslayer. I've been through a lot but this arc of mine is not yet finished. I need to go through a lot again on the next, but not anymore as a manslayer but as a wanderer. A wanderer of greater heights, not of greater bonds & foolish desires. I must think wisely. biggrin
I must say that I give my sincerest apologies to those whom I hurt in the past, especially him. You've been a big part of journey. You're special & important to me, we've been through it all. But.. I need to go to another place, to be a wanderer again. Like, how Kenshin needed to go to Kyoto & leave Kaoru behind, to stop Shishio. Me too, I need to do that. emo
I'm going to be speechless. It's been awhile since I last posted my journal. But you know, I just put the all the beautiful memories I had. But, I must not forget that, my journey isn't an anime. I'm just an otaku, that wants to live my life just like that. But, it isn't virtual reality yet. My journey, is the arc I chose. I make my fate. I do my destiny. smile
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