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heart I'm... understanding it...this feeling deep within my heart... it hurts so much but it feels so good! It.. is giving me a reason to live, to not give up...I thank thee, for giving me a reason to live... I used to be living just to breathe, and it wasn't nice...it wasn't pretty, but you're giving me another reason to care, to try and to not give up... You are my reason for living...in this new dark world, where happiness is few and love is almost a myth, you came to me and gave me happiness... and love...you are almost my twin...my clone...But, my love, I fear we can not go any further then being friends...you.. are so much older then I, and I know this well, I know I shouldn't...and yet...yet I feel a connection to you....A feeling of love and lust I've never felt before...I don't wish to end these feelings for you, but I know I should. I know damn well i shouldn't feel this way for one such as yourself... But.. I cant help it....So I'll be damned!! I'll love you no matter what others think of me, no matter what happens...Maybe...I'm kidding myself... no...this isn't Child's Play...this is real....A true feeling...and I love it...it hurts...so much...when I think of you...to know I can't talk to you until many hours pass by....and to know you are so far from me, hurts more...I wish to be close...to feel your warmth... OH! What I would give to be right next to you at this very moment, Sweet Mistress, Earth Divine, I wish to have you as mine..... I wish to hold you and show you my love... am I being foolish? Will I be damned and be be-headed by this cruel and heartless, shallow, game of Love? Will I risk being hurt for the millionth of time? Just to show you my love? Maybe I am being foolish but it will be for you. Maybe I am damned, but all for you, if I be be-headed, then so be it. My heart will still belong to you. Maybe I will risk being hurt again, but if I will be hurt by you, then I will accept such pain and enjoy it. I will take it in, I wont ask for anything else from you, I am here for you...One who speaks with such kindness, one who has such a lovely name, one such as you is the one I love. I'm falling in love all over again and it is with you... Maybe you will reject my love, but as I said, it matters not to me. My heart will forever be yours, from this day on I call you as the owner of my fragile heart. I speak truth to you, I wont ever lie to you. If you ask me question, I will answer truthfully and hope it doesn't change your view on the way you look at me now. I wont ever lie to you. Ever... I'll tell you the truth no matter how much it may hurt, or how much my face may redden from speaking the truth to you. I will do whatever it take's to make you happy, you wish is my command...You... are my wish...now...I only think of you, but why do I do so? How can someone as foolish such as I be able to think and feel this way? It does not make sense to me... Can Love some to a child so foolish and careless as I?... If only you knew, my love... you knew I was talking about you this very moment, thinking of you, wishing for you to come back on so I may speak with you now....If you be the Moon, then I the stars... You as the biggest star of them all, the most beautiful one there is too. And the biggest in the night sky, for your kindness and affection shines and shames every other light that may try to compare. Nothing can compare to one such as yourself, noting and no one can... no one can even try to compare.... I believe in this feeling, and I will follow this feeling, I will follow you... into the depths of hell if I must... I... believe I am...in love with you.... heart
  
 
 fakeaccountone · Mon Jun 22, 2009 @ 10:02am · 3 Comments |
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