What are we doing with our lives...?
It's obvious.
We're just wasting our time.
Every day I wake up to the same stark white walls, wood-grain dresser and armoire, 24" television, beige rug, and a mirror which reflects a person who would much rather have not woken up at all. It's like I've fallen into a routine boredom which I can't get rid of.Why doesn't anything I do make things better?
...
It's funny.
I always looked to games as a sort of
ESCAPE
from the real world.
something that could break the bonds that boredom creates.
I
was
WRONG
was
WRONG
All that playing games, surfing the internet, chatting online, role-playing with people I'll never meet, making fake relationships, and falling in love with people who I will never see has done is make me realize that we're a world of time wasters.
We play around, have fun, and just pretend that the world around us is just going to sort itself out on its own, instead of doing something about it. We make it out that our lives will live themselves without us putting any effort into them. And the whole time, we draw closer and closer to the revelation that all we're doing is letting everything go to waste.
I HATE IT.
This is just to say.. I don't know, go outside, live your life, do something other than play vide-games, use Gaia, or just surf on the internet. Get a job, study for school, learn a new language. Just quit wasting time. There isn't enough of it left in this world.
