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Save me..please...i feel it in my heart..i feel it in my dreams...a darkness that can never go away...every night it happens...and no one can save me...i pretend im ok...so no one would know...i fake a smile...so they wouldnt care... i can hear things scratching my walls, and no one else can...i can feel them...and not explain what it is...ive tried everything...it only makes it worst...the nightmares become real...the pain...becomes real...i cry seomtimes and no one will answer my aid..my best friend answers though...but cannot fix the pain...she tries...it only makes them angry...my parents dont know the true me...and i dont want them to...you think im crazy...but whats crazy...is the nightmares in my room...in my mind i scream for my life...but they found me...i run as fast as i can...and end up in a dead end...i feel it in the water..i feel it in the earth...i smell it in the air...please make them go away.