My heart is breaking,
Because of what you said.
And what you did,
To cause this to happen.
I stared in shock,
Through the window.
My insides churning,
With inner turmoil.
Not even my friends,
Knew of you,
You said you loved me.
I thought this true,
Until I saw you - and him.
I choked my warm words back,
Felt my heart splinter.
As I watched him cup your face,
So tender.
Your hair that smelled of lilacs,
He pulled down from your bun.
And the tears I thought would come,
Came pouring out like a waterfall.
I couldn't take it,
I left the hallway.
I ran to my car,
And drove to the east.
Hours later the police found me,
My car curled around a tree.
The note they found,
Suspected distraction.
This note was for you,
Until that time at two in the morning.
When the sun was rising,
And my heart was shattering.
It read, "I'll love you forever,
My faithful Mary."
Because of what you said.
And what you did,
To cause this to happen.
I stared in shock,
Through the window.
My insides churning,
With inner turmoil.
Not even my friends,
Knew of you,
You said you loved me.
I thought this true,
Until I saw you - and him.
I choked my warm words back,
Felt my heart splinter.
As I watched him cup your face,
So tender.
Your hair that smelled of lilacs,
He pulled down from your bun.
And the tears I thought would come,
Came pouring out like a waterfall.
I couldn't take it,
I left the hallway.
I ran to my car,
And drove to the east.
Hours later the police found me,
My car curled around a tree.
The note they found,
Suspected distraction.
This note was for you,
Until that time at two in the morning.
When the sun was rising,
And my heart was shattering.
It read, "I'll love you forever,
My faithful Mary."
