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I am an angel with the words and the ways to charm anyone to my whim..
Pity though, i am not truly an angel..
I am somewhat of a siren..
A demon if you will..
My words are true to some and lies to others..
My body yurns for that which i can never have..
That is a demons way..
It is who i am...
A demon is meant to be heartbroken and torn..
It is meant to be alone..
In its eternal darkness..
Never to see the light of day..
Always to be alone..
But im differnt then other demons..
My words are not venom..
But instead loving and kind..
My heart goes into my words..
And i found a way to love again..
Even after all ive gone through..
All the termoil i have endured..
My heart remains whole..
And im able to love still..
MY LOVE!:

Angel is my love...
Maybe we wont marry in the end
And i know that is a possability but i know as well that will
Never happen..we will be married and our love will be infinite
Does this mean im not a demon, but in fact
An Angel?

Maybe i am, maybe im not..but oh well..life
Allows me to survive
Readying me for survival
I've even prepared for the heart break (that will never happen)
Even if it means my love life ending for good (again never happening

From what i see
I have lived a hell of a life
Even if it is truly hell
Like a dinner for 2..and only one crumb left
Damn why is today the day i go emo..lol

So yeah..that is who i am